Kampala, Uganda – At exactly 3:21pm on August 25, Moses Odongo received a call informing him that his 14-year-old cousin Christine had died attempting to terminate an unwanted pregnancy.

Odongo, who is 40, had just returned home and was sitting down for a drink and a bite to eat.

His grief at her untimely death quickly mixed with anger at Uganda’s restrictive abortion laws and conservative culture, which he believes killed her.

“This is a problem we are all responsible for,” he said. “We have let down this girl. We have not provided [young] people with sex education … We do not allow anyone to even mention the word abortion.”

Odongo is the founder and executive director of Family Medical Point, a nonprofit that carries out informational programmes and operates small health centres in Entebbe, a city neighbouring the Ugandan capital, Kampala.

This death felt personal. But it was also something he’d seen too often in his line of work.

Unclear laws

Abortion is highly restricted in Uganda. Both the women who seek it out and the doctors who provide it can face criminal prosecution.

Uganda’s constitution says that abortion is illegal unless provided for under the law, but there is no definitive legislation on abortion in the country.

A colonial-era penal code punishes women terminating a pregnancy with seven years in prison and doctors performing the procedure with 14, unless the mother’s life is at risk.

However, guidelines from the Ministry of Health contradict the penal code by also allowing abortion in cases of foetal anomalies and of rape. A more comprehensive set of instructions on when an abortion can be performed was issued and then withdrawn by the Ministry of Health in 2017.

Ambiguity and fear of imprisonment mean doctors turn away women looking for care, experts told Al Jazeera. The women, influenced by misinformation, then resort to extreme and dangerous measures to rid themselves of unplanned pregnancies.

“The confusion leads to no access whatsoever to the service, because anyone who does it assumes that they’re doing it illegally and could be sent to prison,” explained Primah Kwagala, a lawyer and director of a Kampala-based legal nonprofit, the Women’s Probono Initiative.

She sits behind a computer bedecked with bumper stickers celebrating the right to choose, a copy of Uganda’s constitution open in front of her. Kwagala is part of a team of lawyers fighting to challenge Uganda’s laws and broaden access to health services.

Meanwhile, the same government that restricts abortions provides for post-abortion care in hospitals across the country, spending $14m on it each year. While it is unclear how this contradiction came to be, some doctors say it may be part of efforts to tackle the high number of deaths from unsafe procedures.

Medical physician Oscar Muhoozi told Al Jazeera the government provides post-abortion care to keep in line with international health standards, while at the same time responding to the toll of unsafe abortion in Uganda.

One result of this contradiction, though, has been women putting their lives at risk, experts said – as many who seek an abortion take the unsafe, illegal route, while gambling their lives on the slim hope that they can be saved afterwards.

Even then, these patients face demonisation. “Women seeking post-abortion care are highly stigmatised. That’s a fact,” Muhoozi said bluntly.

Meanwhile, the doctors who provide post-abortion care are also ostracised in Ugandan society.

“My fellow doctors shun me, saying this is a killer,” said Muhoozi, who is the founder of Dynamic Doctors Uganda, a community-based organisation that advocates for reproductive rights. “I find it is so terrible and so demeaning. I really lose confidence.”

Ugandan campaigners are marking International Safe Abortion Day on September 28, but they must operate carefully and covertly in a challenging cultural context, activists say.

“The reason why we work in a coalition is mainly to reduce the stigma that comes with this advocacy,” said Edith Sifuna. She is co-coordinator of the Coalition to Stop Maternal Mortality due to Unsafe Abortion (CSMMUA) and a programme officer at a health justice nonprofit, The Center for Health Human Rights and Development.

“Collective voicing shows that there’s a lot of public interest and public demand for this service,” she added.

This year, abortion rights advocates are hosting information sessions with vulnerable communities and distributing contraceptives. When public gatherings are prohibited, they are using social media to raise awareness.

Dangerous consequences

International Safe Abortion Day is a fairly recent phenomenon, established by the NGO, Women’s Global Network for Reproductive Rights, in 2011 to mark the liberalisation of abortion laws in South and Central America.

The day has particular resonance in Uganda.

In 2008, the Ministry of Health reported that 8 percent of maternal deaths were the result of unsafe abortion. But this data is unreliable, with the true number of abortion-related deaths likely higher, a 2018 study in the International Journal of Gynaecology and Obstetrics found.

Odongo’s cousin Christine is just one of many young women to die as a result of a dangerous abortion.

After the teenager’s boyfriend refused to support her and their child, Christine withdrew into a cassava garden behind her home in a rural part of eastern Uganda, Odongo said.

There she drank a concoction of herbs and ingested the dung of goats and cows, in hopes of ending the pregnancy growing inside her. But she began to vomit and bleed profusely.

Christine crawled out from between the cassava plants and died inches from her veranda in a pool of blood, Odongo said.

He attended her burial, during which members of the church would not pray because an abortion had caused her death.

Religious leaders’ refusal to pray at Christine’s funeral is indicative of a wider opposition to abortion in Uganda.

At a conference in 2015, First Lady and Minister of Education and Sports Janet Museveni decried abortion among teenage mothers.

This year, she and Valerie Huber launched Protego Health: The Women’s Optimal Health Framework, at a meeting with other African leaders in Uganda.

Huber is a known anti-abortion rights advocate and contributing author to Project 2025, previously appointed by Former United States President Donald Trump to the Department of Health and Human Services.

The Optimal Women’s Health Framework promises to guard the health of women “across the lifespan” and has raised fears among activists of even more restrictive abortion policies.

Janet Museveni has also expressed her support for the Geneva Consensus Declaration, which asserts that there is no international right to abortion.

Working together

This week, less than a month after Christine died, Odongo and the staff at Family Medical Point were conducting an outreach programme with sex workers on the shores of Lake Victoria, to speak about the dangers of unsafe abortion, as part of the various grassroots initiatives marking International Safe Abortion Day.

One of the attendees was Irene Nakate, a 24-year-old sex worker, who spoke to Al Jazeera on condition that her name be changed.

Birth control made her feel ill, so Nakate stopped using it and became pregnant after an encounter with a client, she said.

She was advised to swallow a handful of pink pills to end the pregnancy. She cannot remember what they were, only that they left her bleeding in bed for a week.

At last, Nakate dragged herself to a health facility, where doctors treated the bleeding. But the trauma of what she had survived remained.

“I lost my mind,” she said simply.

The Uganda Network of Sex Worker-led Organizations (UNESO) held a vigil in Kampala on September 27 to commemorate women who died in similar unsafe abortions. In a small room, in a hotel on the edge of Kampala, a group of women lit candles and held them high, reading a list of names of women who had perished.

It was not exhaustive, they said. More women had died, but their names had not been recorded.

“It’s emotional. Sometimes people cry,” said Stellah Nassuna, the advocacy officer at UNESO. If the laws were clear and women were able to seek abortion safely, the dead they gathered to remember would still be alive, she added.

It is not only sex workers taking part in International Safe Abortion Day activities.

Physicians from Dynamic Doctors, where Muhoozi works, have been hosting conversations about safe sex with Ugandan youth and providing them with contraceptives.

“Abortion is real in Uganda, and it’s real in Africa,” Muhoozi said. “We just need to be bold enough to talk about these issues.”

“It’s one of those days that we always look forward to, because it gives us millage as advocates, and we are able to bring to light the challenges that women and girls face,” added Sifuna of CSMMUA, speaking about the importance of Safe Abortion Day in the country.

An emotional battle

For many of the activists involved, this is a fight that feels especially relevant. It is one that directly involves them, their bodies and their communities.

“You don’t have a right to decide what exactly to do with your body,” Nassuna of UNESO said of Uganda’s restrictive abortion laws.

“I don’t know how they can sit at the table and debate about women’s bodies.”

Odongo, of Family Medical Point, will spend this Safe Abortion Day thinking of deaths like Christine’s.

“There are lots of graves caused by unsafe abortion. It’s needless death. It’s preventable,” he said.